Magistro Pupa (someone not afore mentioned, but gone from my life as of recently so it doesn't matter)-
-"Iv'e held you and made you happy. You are amazing and beautiful and can do no wrong in my eyes. I'd die for you."
Eadem-
-"I want to hold you, and know everything about you and I miss you when your'e gone. I care."
Amotorem-
-"I only say those things when you're mad or that's what you want to hear. But I do think you're cool and I wish my exes were as cool as you. I like holding you."
See, the predicament is- the first two are/would be perfect. But sadly, will never stand a chance to the third. Because the third will not give himself, all of himself, to me in any way but physically. But there's something when I look at him and his arms are my happy place- my home. That's what keeps me going. Not the foolish flatteries of Magistro Pupa and Eadem. But Amotorem and I have been seperated by miles and the first two boys are getting too tempting... But I swear it on my grave, I will be faithful to this boy i've given my soul to. Even if it kills me to do so </3
*And yes, things really are this dramatic in my head. My life will be played out in a Shakespearean fashion. Hmmph!
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